...Dont you tell me to deny it,
I've done wrong and I want to
Suffer for my sins.
Ive come to you cause I need
Guidance to be true
And I just dont know where I can begin.
What I need is a good defense
cause Im feelin like a criminal.
And I need to be redeemed
To the one I've sinned against
Because he's all I ever knew of love...
So I'm officially out of inspirations to write... not that life's not exciting... it is very exciting as a matter of fact.
I've had the greatest weekend, hanging out with friends who were visiting... the water advisory was finally lifted yesterday (in case you didn't know, Vancouverite's were required to boil their water before drinking for the past 10 days or so - so much for living in the first world!)... The snow storm caused a major chaos in the city... power outage led to the cancellation of all classes in school yesterday, so I could stay home and enjoy the pretty scenery from the window. Even my horrible final is over... so I don't know what's wrong... I think it's the lack of movies in my life! I haven't been to a movie theater in about two weeks now, and that, dear readers, is a disaster. It's unheard of in the history of contemporary daydreamers and I'm about to change it tomorrow night...that is, of course, if no major ice storms happen...
This is an end-of-the-world type of weather, I'd say... first we get constant rain for like two weeks and the water gets contaminated, then we get two days of non-stop snow and life gets interrupted!!! I mean it's not even December yet, and this is Vancouver we're talking about... it's supposed to be pleasant like all the time!
Anyway, we'll see how long this whole there's-absolutely-nothing-to-write-about phase lasts for.
...has only one form. In case anyone was wondering. And finals don't help either.
Read the rest......takes many forms. You don't have to look different, really. You just act in the moment. You can hold someone's hands, or break up with them. You can let your hearth decide, or follow your brain. You can get a degree or quit school, stop working out, get married, hurt a friend, love a stranger, leave your homeland, hate your boss...
Sitting in my office, checking emails and drinking tea, I wonder if anyone's ever experienced a madness this sweet...
You try to keep something to yourself, everybody knows it. You want people to notice something, it's like everyone's blind. It doesn't make any sense!
By the way, nobody has any comments on Iron Jawed Angels? really?! even you girls!? I expected at least a few comments. Go on, move that mouse and start typing...
...
It's getting late and while I wait
My poor heart aches on
Why keep the breaks on? Let's misbehave!
I feel quite sure affaire d'amour
Would be attractive
While we're still active, let's misbehave!
...
There was a time when people told me they had commitment issues and I didn't quite get it. I mean, why wouldn't you wanna commit to someone who's warm and loving and cares about you?... now I know. Because you have COMMITMENT ISSUES!
you freak out when your partner/date/prospective date talks about future, cares too much about you, want to see you more than three times a week, and buys you gifts for no specific occasion. ... You start to feel less affections and more guilt. You keep wondering about that perfect partner who hasn't come your way yet, after all, you deserve more than this, right?... what if the "right" person's just around the corner? what if it's the girl you met last night in the party, or that guy in your class? you start getting anxious, you cheat, feel more guilty, get more anxious...
You end it... loneliness sucks at times, but it sure feels good to delay that critical decision just one more time...
... when you leave single people in close proximity of alcohol. It's an empirically proven fact.
Read the rest...
